'09 Resolutions.

Love more.
I want to be a more lovable person.
A person who never hates,
And is extremely optimistic. (But not to the point of annoyance.)
Do the unthinkable.
I want to do one thing that I never thought in a billion years I would do.
I'm not sure what that is yet, but I'm gonna do it.

I want to loose weight. (I think this is on every girls list?)
About 40 pounds (I probably weigh more then you think,so don't think I'm trying to be like 80 pounds.)
If you weigh 120 pounds or less, I honestly think you shouldn't strive to loose weight. If you do, please be healthy about it. No one likes watching people starve when they have the option to eat their stomach out, or watch their best friend barf after stuffing their face. It's very possible to loose weight EATING and EXERCISING. and that's what I hope to do.

Better music skills.
I want to play the guitar pretty good. Maybe not Eric Clapton or Tom Morello good, but good for a girl. Maybe even sing a little better then I do now?

GIVE UP SODA!
Dunnn dunn dunnn... yes, it's true. I've quit the regular sodas, now I just gotta give up diet.

Finish something.
Usually when I'm writing a story, or heck.. anything.. I never finish it. Bleh. Maybe I'll finish something this year?

Stop being so spooked when something happens.
Usually, when I hear something crash, or break, or if I hear a cracking noise, or if someone near me got seriously hurt, or seems like they're in pain, I go into "trama shock". I shake like I'm freezing, and I either cry, or can't speak. It's really weird, and it makes me look like a scaredy cat. I don't wanna be like that anymore.

Eat more vegetables!
No, not become a vegeitarian, but atleast eat some! I dislike most vegetables. Onions, garlic, corn, radishes, and raw spinach are the only ones I like.

Trust God more.
I always drift away from him.. when I need him the most. I know I'll always be able to trust him, and he should always be my 1 and my best friend.

Make new friends.
But keep the old! I love meeting new people, because I know there's more out there. I know there isn't just my little 'possee', and I'm always curious about it.

Accomplish my goals.
I know I can. And that confidence is gonna keep me up. I can do it. I will one way or another.

Yeah. So these are my goals.
What are your's? :)

(P.S - I am SO stoked about this year. It's unbelieveable.. I'm ready to face the challenges it brings, and all the drama, crap, memories, and awesome times. I'm ready to make 2009 worth remembering.)